I wrote this after losing
almost 100 pounds. I couldn't believe the physical changes in my body and
health! Aside from the scale, I observed the following: ( Thank you to Weight Loss Green Store Tea It
helped to me too much for reach my target
1.
Sex is TOTALLY different... in a good way!
2.
I never used to be able to curl my legs up underneath me, or sit
Indian-style or cross-legged. Now, I can do all of that with ease. I even sat
Indian-style on my chair at the movie theater!
3.
It took me a while to figure out why I had bruises just
inside of each of my knees... I discovered it was because my knees can actually
TOUCH each other now! When I sleep on my side, the bones press together and
that's how I got the bruises.
4.
I used to have to take breaks while blow-drying my hair, because
my arms got sore from holding them up for more than a minute or two at a time.
Now, I can blow-dry my whole head and never feel achy.
5.
I can paint my toenails now! I used to not be able to bend over
long enough to paint them.
6.
I can take off my wedding rings now! They were stuck on my finger
for more than 5 years.
7.
When I go shopping, I don't automatically look for the largest
size clothes and see if there is something I like. I look for clothes I LIKE
first, then I look to see if it's in my size.
8.
I don't feel horrified when I see pictures of myself. In the past,
I HATED getting my picture taken, and now I kind of like it.
9.
I used to snore and have sleep apnea, and now I sleep quietly and
soundly :)
10.
When I went to the doctor, they used to have to get out a
larger-size blood pressure cuff to fit around my arm. Now, I can use the
regular cuff just fine.
11.
I used to be hot all the time... even when everyone else was
freezing. Now, I'm always cold.
12.
In group photos, I always used to stand in the back, trying to
hide behind everyone. Now, I enjoy being in front.
13.
I received a gift certificate for a massage two Christmases ago. I
waited almost until it expired t use it, because I was embarrassed.
Finally, I went to use it, and the spa robe wouldn't fit around me. I was
horrified. Now, I KNOW I could fit into the robe.
14.
When I go for walks, I love to see my shadow now--I can actually
see nice curves in the right places.
15.
I used to avoid hugging people because I didn't want them to feel
my fat. Now, I enjoy hugging people.
16.
I used to get winded just walking around my house. Now, I run
three times a week, anywhere from 2-5 miles.
17.
I once drank corn syrup right out of the bottle because I had such
a strong sweet craving and we didn't have anything sweet in the house. Now, I
can eat just about anything without added sugar (or sweetener). My sweet
tooth is very sensitive now :)
18.
I used to sweat just SITTING, and it was horribly embarrassing.
Now, I love that I get super sweaty on my runs (and that I don't sweat
unless I'm exercising).
19.
When I hold up a pair of jeans, I think, "There is
NO WAY I can fit into those! They're so small!" But then I
try them on, and they FIT.
20.
When my older son Noah was learning to ride a two-wheeler, I sat
in a lawn chair and my sister ran along side the bike, because I couldn't
do that. When it was my younger son Eli's turn to learn, I ran up and down the
street with his bike over and over again. It was ME that taught him!
21.
I asked the man working at a liquor store if he sold any
other beer that was under 70 calories per bottle. He looked at me and said,
"You don't need to worry about calories!" This meant a lot to
me because he didn't KNOW about my weight loss. He only talked to me for a
moment and assumed I was a thin person.
22.
I used to worry about sharing a hotel room with other people,
because I snored so loudly. Now, I don't snore at all and I'm more than happy
to share a room.
23.
I never thought that FEET could be fat, but they, too,
went down a whole size.
24.
Some girls have told me to stop losing, because I'll be
TOO skinny... you know that means they only view me as competition! ;)
25.
I've developed a whole new set of taste buds... I used to hate
fish, and now it's part of my regular menu. I think certain foods are "too
sweet" now. I love garbanzo beans! And OATMEAL. My goodness, I could eat
oats for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
26.
I used to head straight for the Women's section of department
stores. Now, I can shop Misses or even Juniors.
27.
I used to wake up feeling sore and achy. Now, I feel
refreshed when I wake up.
28.
I used to plan my day around binges--thinking about what I
would binge on later. Now, I plan my days around my runs--I make sure to get in
3 runs a week, whenever I can.
29.
I used to get embarrassed and try to hide when I would see an
old friend while out and about. Now, I stop to chat with them.
30.
I never used to eat breakfast. Now, breakfast is my
FAVORITE meal of the day (oatmeal!)
31.
When walking the half-marathon at my heaviest, I thought that
everyone would look at me and say to him/herself, "Well, if SHE can
do it, I certainly can!" At the 2010 half-marathon, I was passing up
people that were MUCH thinner than me.
32.
I used to worry that I was an embarrassment to my family, because
they are all thin. Now, I fit right in for the family pictures and I look
like I belong.
33.
I used to avoid social situations because of how fat I was
and how embarrassing it was for people to see me like that. Now, I love to wear
a cute outfit and spend time with friends.
I used to think my husband was a liar when he told me I was pretty. Now,
I believe him
1.
I'm not embarrassed to talk about how much I love certain
foods anymore, even if it's a junk food. As a fat person, I thought it
would be humiliating to say "I love cookies!" Now, I feel
like it's okay to say that I love chocolate so much I would marry it if
I could.
2.
When I was fat, Iused to wonder if every ache or pain in my
chest was a heart attack. Now, I know that the odds are very unlikely that I'd
be having a heart attack.
3.
My husband and I can lie next to each other on the couch now.
4.
When my husband and I take a shower together now, we can trade
places without bumping up against the walls of the shower.
5.
My underwear doesn't look like a slipcover for an over-sized arm chair
anymore. I can buy cute undies!
6.
I used to shower 2 or more times a day in the summer because
I was worried that the sweating would make me smell bad. Just one shower is
definitely enough now :)
7.
I used to feel invisible when at a store--nobody would really pay
any attention to me. Now, as shallow as it is to say it's because of my weight,
people look and smile and offer to help me.
8.
If I'm cold at a friend's house, I can ask to borrow a sweatshirt.
In the past, I used to pretend I was comfortable just because I knew her shirt
would never fit me.
9.
I don't have to take pictures at certain angles to get rid of
my double chin... I simply don't have a double chin now!
10.
I feel worthy of saying, "I'm hungry" or "I'm
starved!" When I was fat, it would have been almost like a joke to
admit to being hungry at 253 pounds.
11.
My husband can wrap his arms around me far enough to touch his
elbows.
12.
I never used to drink water. Now, I drink an entire
quart first thing in the morning, and I get an additional quart or two
throughout the day.
13.
I've set goals that I never would have thought possible when I was
253 pounds... like run a 5k, 10k, 15k, even a half-marathon. I truly believe
that I can do those now.
14.
I've come to terms with the fact that I CAN'T "be
like everyone else" when it comes to eating and drinking what I want, when
I want. I'll have to do my own thing for the rest of my life, but I'm actually
okay with that.
15.
I've really started to recognize signs of physical hunger (the
not-so-obvious-as-my-tummy-growling kind of signs)--headache, empty feeling,
crabbiness, weakness. I've learned that my stomach doesn't growl until
long after I first get hungry.
16.
I truly ENJOY eating the foods I eat. I don't eat anything I
don't like. In fact, I haven't eaten a single salad throughout my entire 99+
pound weight loss!
17.
I can fit my whole self into ONE LEG of jeans I wore
just 10 months ago.
18.
The closer you get to your goal weight, the faster the clothes
sizes drop.
19.
I've actually been hit on by men since losing the weight. That
never happened when I was fat.
20.
Knitting is one of my passions, but I never wanted to make
garments that I would wear--it takes a heck of a lot of yarn and a lot more
time. Now that I can knit a size small or medium, knitting sweaters is
definitely an option for me! And I did--I've made two sweaters so far.
21.
Numerous people have told me that I inspire them. That just blows
my mind! I've never been "the success story" before.
22.
I used to have horrible insomnia, and I would toss and turn all
night long. Now, I sleep soundly (provided my kids actually let me!)
23.
I've saved a LOT of money from eating at home. We used to eat out
and order in very often, but now we never do. I truly enjoy home cooked food
much more than restaurant food, and it's so much healthier.
24.
When I went to see the gynecologist for my annual pap smear, I
asked her about a lump I felt just under my breast. She informed that it was my
rib! lol
25.
I can see my knee bones now. Before, it was just a big round
joint, and now it's angular.
26.
I can see the bones in my hands and feet, too.
27.
I actually FEEL feminine now. When I was 253 pounds, I felt like a
sexless blob.
28.
Feeling feminine gives me the desire to style my hair, wear
make-up, and wear cute clothes.
29.
Hell, I even wear cute pajamas now! No more of my husband's t-shirts.
30.
I make everything accommodate MY lifestyle now--if I'm going
to a party and I don't think the food fits in with my plan, I simply don't eat
it (I eat in advance). I don't let anyone make me feel guilty for doing what's
best for ME.
31.
My blood pressure is now 90/60! I've never had HIGH blood
pressure, but it was about 120/80.
32.
My resting heart rate is 50... it used to be 75.
33.
I can wear cheap jewelry now--the cute necklaces, rings, and
bracelets actually fit.
34.
My hands used to go completely numb sometimes, especially when I
was sleeping. That hasn't happened at all since I've lost the weight.
35.
I don't feel self-conscious about what is in my grocery cart
anymore... because 95% of what I buy is healthy food!
36.
I feel really good about cooking dinner for my kids, because I
know they are eating healthy. I make one meal for the whole family, I don't do
a "diet" meal for myself and a "regular" meal for my
family.
37.
I enjoy food even MORE now--sweet foods taste sweeter, spicy
foods taste spicier, creamy foods taste creamier, etc. It's like I have brand
new taste buds that are super sensitive (in a good way!)
38.
I used to get excited to go to events like weddings and parties
because of the food. Now, I rarely even eat at the events, and instead I enjoy
spending time with people.
39.
I rarely get cravings for any particular food anymore. And if I
do, it's for something completely random (like an english muffin, or a really
crisp apple, or oatmeal).
40.
I used to worry about getting sweat spots under my arms, and
I would have to choose a shirt that wouldn't show the spots. Now, I only sweat
while exercising.
41.
I used to not be able to fit into certain chairs, or it was a very
tight squeeze (chairs with arms). Now, I usually have room on either side of me
to spare.
42.
I used to love wearing oversized clothes in order to hide my body.
Now, I only wear fitted clothes and I get rid of all clothes that are even a
little bit big.
43.
I choose what to eat based on whether it's really worth the
calories. At the beginning of my journey, eating a 100 calorie pack of cookies
was no big deal, because I could eat a lot more calories. Now that I can eat a
much smaller amount of calories, the 100 cal pack of cookies is a HORRIBLE
deal. I would never waste 100 calories on something so small and not-tasty!
44.
I successfully gave up white flour for Lent. If you had told
me just a year ago that I would do that, I would have laughed in your face. I
enjoy whole grains a lot now!
45.
Once in a while, I have a dream that I binge like I used
to, and it makes me feel horrible. When I wake up, I'm SO RELIEVED that it
was just a dream!
46.
When I buy clothes, I can only plan on wearing it a
couple of times before it's too big... so I shop at thrift stores and look for
clearance items.
47.
My bowels are very "regular" now... and that's all I'm
going to say about that ;)
48.
I've lost 4 inches in my neck... my NECK!
49.
My BMI category went from "morbidly obese" to
"obese" to "overweight"... and now less than 10 pounds from
being "normal".
50.
My thighs used to get chaffed from rubbing together. Now, they
barely brush together when I walk.
51.
I used to be too self-conscious to wear shorts. I would suffer all
summer long in jeans. As soon as the temp went up this year, I bought about 10
pairs of shorts.
52.
I went from a 24W down to a size 8 in just 10 months.
53.
I used to look at old pictures of me when I was thinner, and
wish to look like that again. Or anywhere even close to that! However, now I am
THINNER than I was in those pictures! It's a very strange feeling.
54.
I walked a half marathon at 253 pounds, and one year later, at 165
pounds. It was a MILLION times easier and SO MUCH MORE FUN the
latter time.
55.
My alcohol tolerance is much lower, now. I used to be able to
drink a 6-pack of beer and not feel a thing. Now, my limit is 1-2 drinks before
I start to feel like it's too much.
56.
You know how when you get to a certain age, and someone asks how
old you are, you have to stop and think for a minute? Well, I do the same thing
with my weight. A lot of times, I still start off by saying, "Two--I
mean, ONE hundred fifty-three pounds". It's going to take a while to get
used to it.
57.
I actually enjoy drinking my coffee black and unsweetened
now. I used to put about 1/4 cup of creamer in ONE cup of coffee!
And not to even mention the amount of sugar...
58.
My treadmill is no longer a dust collector. I actually use it when
I can't get outside to run.
59.
I used to "hoard" my WW points/calories for late in
the day. I was always worried that if I use them now, I'll be STARVING later.
Now, however, I use them when I'm hungry and in turn, I'm rarely hungry later
in the day after using my calories. Also, I always used to think I had to save
my "dessert" for a bedtime snack. Now, I eat my daily dessert
whenever I feel like having something sweet!
60.
I've gotten more adventurous since losing the weight. Trying new
things, going out more, meeting new people.
61.
When I sit down, my stomach doesn't rest on top of my thighs
anymor